H-Hi, I'm H-Hideki Amura. I'm a High school student looking to try new things. I-I like reading and work at a bookstore near my apartment. P-Please don't hurt me, I-I hope we can be friends.
I’m sorry I was never good enough.
It’s hard not to. Besides, I’ll only fade in everyone’s memory anyhow.
nobody said it would be easy. if you try to do it,you’ll probly feel like you’re diyng inside. but it doesn’t matter. everything we pass trough this life has a reason,believe me.i’m not asking you to do this for me or for anyone else. i’m asking you to do it for yourself. don’t run away.
Uh. It feels like my only option. Like maybe things will get better once I wake up. IF I wake up.
don’t do it. imagine the situation: you do it,then you do wake up. then people think you’re insane,will treat you like a freak even more then they do,probly will lock you up with doctors and stuff. you’ll finaly get someone to pay atention to you,but not the atention you want. not the one you need. if you need help,SCREAM,but don’t do something like this.you’re too pretty for that.
I have screamed. I’ve yelled. Fuck if the scars and bite marks weren’t enough then what the hell am I suppose to do? No one over here listens and those who do on tumblr can’t do a damn thing. I might as well be dead for christ sake!
I’m sorry I was never good enough.
It’s hard not to. Besides, I’ll only fade in everyone’s memory anyhow.
nobody said it would be easy. if you try to do it,you’ll probly feel like you’re diyng inside. but it doesn’t matter. everything we pass trough this life has a reason,believe me.i’m not asking you to do this for me or for anyone else. i’m asking you to do it for yourself. don’t run away.
Uh. It feels like my only option. Like maybe things will get better once I wake up. IF I wake up.
I’m sorry I was never good enough.
stop talking like that and don’t even think about that u3u you’re not going to kill ourself u3u
I’m fucking done. I’m not trying to die more like taking enough god damn pills to leave me in a fucking coma.
no you won’t. i almost lost Zia like that andi won’t lose you. i don’t care how fcking much you suffer. i won’t bother you with things like “i understand” or “it gets better”. it’s all bullshit. but you can’t give everyone that hate you the feeling that they won. you’re better than that. and if you’re not,you can be.
Bullshit. Fucking pricks can rot in hell and kiss my ass. I’m done.
well,i’m goiung to bug you untill you change your mind. i’m not leting you go u3u you are good enough u3u at least for me. and i’m sure a lot of people around here would miss you.focus on people that really care about yopu and not on people that only want to hurt you.don’t let this depressive dark moment of your life take the best out of you.
It’s hard not to. Besides, I’ll only fade in everyone’s memory anyhow.
I’m sorry I was never good enough.
stop talking like that and don’t even think about that u3u you’re not going to kill ourself u3u
I’m fucking done. I’m not trying to die more like taking enough god damn pills to leave me in a fucking coma.
no you won’t. i almost lost Zia like that andi won’t lose you. i don’t care how fcking much you suffer. i won’t bother you with things like “i understand” or “it gets better”. it’s all bullshit. but you can’t give everyone that hate you the feeling that they won. you’re better than that. and if you’re not,you can be.
Bullshit. Fucking pricks can rot in hell and kiss my ass. I’m done.
I’m sorry I was never good enough.
stop talking like that and don’t even think about that u3u you’re not going to kill ourself u3u
I’m fucking done. I’m not trying to die more like taking enough god damn pills to leave me in a fucking coma.
(Source: hideki-uke)
I’m sorry I was never good enough.
<3
“You act as if you’re not happy to see me.”
*clings*
“You act as if you’re not happy to see me.”
